so i got laid off today
after 5 months of attempting to be a normal working stiff
god doesnt want this for me clearly
he (she?) is trying to tell me something
maybe this isnt for me...
i havent neglected music . its the only thing that keeps me sane , but i have to be honest and say i havent put as much of myself into it as i should.
we all want to be secure , we all want to feel safe... we all want stability in our lives
and ladies and gentlemen none of that exist in the music business , not unless ur kanye west or somebody
and even then your future isnt promised..
im not gonna lie and say im not afraid
this shit is scary , not having a consistent income
the economy aint exactly peachy keen right now
i think ill be ok .....
send ur positive thoughts please and thank u