revelations

i have been happy lately...

mainly because ive decided on being that way, but also because ive suppressed a lot ...

im on my way to letting go

pretending that things meant nothing

so that i can eventually get to something,

it's hard

on one hand i want my time back ..because it sucks when u know you gave something your all

but it even your all wasn't enough

on the other hand ive learned a lot..i guess

i will never.....

apologize for being myself

bite my tounge

put my personality on a leash

pretend to agree with things that i dont believe in

try to appear smaller to make someone else feel big

i wish the part where i become super numb

would just start

xx

drea

in other news

the yeah yeah yeahs show was insane

i love karen o